This is a journal entry from a couple of months ago. I was sitting in the back yard of an estate on the Back Bay in Newport Beach…gorgeous day for an extended time with God.
The sun is out, the sky is blue and there is a chill in the air. It is quiet except for the slight rustling of the trees as the wind gently blows. Every few minutes an airplane takes off from nearby John Wayne Airport. The loud engine noise breaks into the quiet.
I watch an airplane fly into the horizon and make a right. I stare at it for many minutes until it fades away into a small dot. I wonder where it is going.
My mind wanders back to my home up the Washougal River in Washington. When I was a child, I would play the “car game” with my parents. We would sit on the front porch, which was situated about an acre away from the river road. Cars would pass by here and there and we would take turns claiming cars as our own.
“That one is mine.”
“Here comes yours.”
“Ooooooh, that’s a good one!”
“I wanted that one!”
You definitely wouldn’t want to get the old clunker truck. I was always waiting for a red Corvette to pass by. Once in a while one did.
Leisure…time…slowness. I had an abundance of it when I was a kid. We had enough spare time that we would spend it watching cars go by. I miss that pace.
I wish I had easy answers for how to return to that, but we are in a different era. This year I’d like to work on revving at a slower pace. This is a challenge in the OC, but I am going to try.